Dear Baby Girl
Though I'm sure it's likely wishful thinking, I'm hoping today is my last doctor's appointment with you in my belly! I suppose there's a chance at least, although I sincerely hope you decide to come on your own. Last week, Dr. Lown said that my blood pressure was back to a good place, I'm not so sure it still is, and I'm really afraid they will want to induce me. I still am not having any symptoms of pre-eclampsia, my feet have been swelling up a lot more the last few nights. And I'm just so TIRED! It's pretty crazy! I actually came into work half an hour late just so I could rest a little more in between doing my hair and doing my make-up and everything this morning. PHEW! I have decided, though, that if you don't grace us with your presence this week, I'm finished with work after Thursday. Time to rest up for you!
Your daddy and I were working on your name again the past couple days. I can't believe how hard this is, but at least we aren't getting mad at each other about it ;) We're very close but I won't give any of them away until we decide. It may not be until we're at the hospital with you, but hey, if that's what it is, I can live with it.
Oh! And two nights ago, I FINALLY had a dream about you! I think it's a little strange but up until then, I had never dreamed about you. I had a few dreams that you were involved in but I never saw you. Two nights ago, I DID! I don't really remember what you looked like but I sure liked you already, and now I'm even more excited to see your face and hold you. I'm absolutely terrified as well, but no big deal, right?
People say it looks like I've dropped in the past few days, but I'll wait until Dr. Lown tells us today. Last week, I was only dilated to 0.5cm, and he said you hadn't come down yet. But I'm HOPING today, we will have progressed. I WANT TO MEET YOU!!! I love you a ton already (and you're kicking me right now ;)
Love,
Your Very Excited Mommy
P.S. If you come today, you'll share your birthday with your cousin, Corinne. Just saying ;)
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| ^Here we are, right at 38 weeks (12/11/14) |
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| ^I feel like maybe you dropped a little, but we'll let the doctor decide! (12/16/14) |
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