It's hard to be at work right now. I want to go home and cuddle my baby and hold her. We just found out that someone we worked with lost his daughter. She was actually just a bit younger than me. I don't know any of the details about what happened but it just makes me so sick for them. Being a mom for 12 weeks isn't much but knowing the love that you never knew you could feel, then thinking of it being taken away, I can hardly stand it. I'm praying for them because I can't imagine what they are going through. I don't know how I could ever do without my baby.
Julie is such a wonderful little thing. She gets pretty fussy in the evenings. Last night (the day we took the photos) she was good when we first got home but after awhile, if I wasn't walking her around, she was irritated with me. Oh, and when the bottle I gave her wasn't enough... not a happy girl! Same has gone for pretty much the last three nights. But during the day, I have it on good authority (Grandma Charyl :) that she's quite the chatterbox, like she was this weekend, and a pretty happy girl. It makes me sad to be at work and missing all the fun conversations we could be having. I can't wait until Friday so she and I can bond some more. I really need it after today's news, especially.
This week will be photo-filled for little lady. Friday I will be doing her 3 month photo shoot. A REAL one, at the studio and everything. I love doing the quick weekly ones and the monthly set up (which I'm also going to do Friday, I think), but I want to make sure she gets a REAL session for 3-, 6-, 9-, and 12-months. Here's to the first one. I will post it after it's done.
But now, 12 week Julie. Super cute this week.
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